Inu Wolfram journal

Answering Vilani (too lazy to do the meme)

2009-08-10T21:59:21Z

1. Favourite manga/anime (aside Air Gear >_>)

X (love that anime, my favorite work from Clamp)

2. Special talent?
Going against static objects (trees, parked cars, electricity posts, walls) while walking because I got distracted.
That or maybe tripping on my own feet.

3. If you were rich, what would you do with the money?
Let’s see… first I would buy a laptop and a really good computer, then I would travel to every corner of the world…
Dunno, if I got bored I would open my own chain of Host clubs “Les inu’s “ around Europe, and live on a house with a naked chef that cooked for me.
And no, nothing for charity.

4. Computer or laptop, which one you prefer?
Computer (never had my own laptop anyway...)

5. Longest time you've slept.
Don’t know… if no one awakes me I can sleep 12 hours naturally. XD

Stole from Vilani XD

2009-07-09T21:30:20Z

Your result for Roleplayer Test!...

The Shipper

Random, Character-Oriented, Sexual

As a Shipper, your focus in roleplay is romantic and sexual tension. It could be a certain ship or a variety of ships, but character relationships (and not the friendship kind) are what make roleplay fun for you. However, it's not necessarily sex: unlike the Smutfic, you're more interested in how and why and how your characters change and develop before they "get anywhere" rather than whether or not they actually do. You like to develop characters as much as possible, but often forget that any unrelated outside plot exists; you also tend to empathize with your characters a little too much: when things start going badly IC, it tends to mess with your OOC emotions.

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inuwolfram @ 2009-07-07T23:38:00

2009-07-07T22:46:27Z

And got fired on the second day of work >_<; didn’t get fast enough after two days so was laid off.
Was really depressed, then noticed how much they gave me for the two days and realized that the pay was really really bad (god, I won a lot better on my last callcenter and the amount of work was less, plus actually got out at the time and didn’t had to make the counts on the day).
So got a little less depressed… Gonna send my resume to my previous callcenter, even if I am not very hopeful who knows? Maybe they need an extra.

inuwolfram @ 2009-07-04T13:09:00

2009-07-04T12:16:17Z

Just to say that:

GOT A JOB!!!!

*Celebrates for 5 minutes and then goes study*

Oh, and sent the app to play tsume <3 on MM

Frustration post

2009-06-26T16:53:47Z

Okay, so this is officially the worst group work that I ever had.

Gonna present the hydrology presentation for the 3^rd time on next Thursday, and personally I don’t care right now if I get a ten on that shit or not, I don’t even care if I have to repeat the subject next year or not, I am totally totally sick of it, sick of that fucking teacher saying something one day and changing what he says the other, I am fucking sick of going to the excel redoing that shit over and over again.
This time was “Why don’t you have the data that you corrected in here”
WHAT THE FUCK!! IT’S A FUCKING PRESENTATION!!! POWER POINT!!! YOU FUCKING SAID THAT YOU DIDN’T WANT THE EXCEL SHEETS!!! YOU FUCKING EXPECT ME TO PUT MY 17 SHEETS OF EXCEL IN A FUCKING POWERPOINT?!!!! AND THAT’S ONLY MY FUCKING PART!!! WE WILL END UP WITH OVER 100 POWERPOINTS MINIMUM!!! IF YOU FUCKING WANTED SOMETHING LIKE THAT WHY DIDN’T YOU FUCKING MADE THE WORK TO BE PRESENTED ON THE FUCKING WORD!!! IT’S A FUCKING ORAL PRESENTATION DAMMIT!!
And the best one was “that’s not what I asked, you copied wrong
…
WE COPIED THAT QUESTION FROM THE “Elements to present” THAT YOU GAVE US!!! IT WASN’T HAND WRITTEN, IT WAS COPY PASTE!!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!!!
…
…
I think I will really have to call an hiatus on the rp (and will distract myself with imagining my teacher dying in thousands of ways).

discussao random

2009-06-17T16:20:09Z

Discussão do casal mais estranho/assustador de Drangonball:

Inu: “Cell com o freezer!”
Crystal: “Não, Freezer x Goku, qd se mete 1 humano pelo meio fica pior!!”
Inu: “… se o freezer tiver com akela forma que parece o alien fica melhor”
Crystal: “? Desculpa, a ultima versão é pior..”
Inu: “Estas a perder o ponto de vista mais importante… a forma da cabeça”
Crystal “… blerk”
Inu: “Ganhei XD”
Crystal: “Não, eu sei um melhor!”
Inu: “…”
Crystal: “A miss Portugal 97 com o Coraçãozinho de satã!!”
Inu: “XDDDDDD”

… É sempre bom ver q fim de semanas de estudo em casa da Catarina são produtivos XP

Random post but I felt like telling this to the world

2009-06-13T17:32:03Z

14,3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
*in case you are wondering, it’s my grade for the presentation of one of my essays, the presentation had went so badly that I thought that it was no use to go to the exam. Apparently it didn’t went as bad as I though…*
Ok… now just have to pass the exam and I can kiss the motherfucker maps goodbye.

inuwolfram @ 2009-05-27T11:39:00

2009-05-27T10:57:05Z

So… my two brothers birthday are coming (for some reason they were born exactly 2 years apart… talk about timing).

I was thinking of giving them a xylophone, but I remembered that last years combination “harmonica vs me on exams” didn’t worked out very well… so I have been trying to find something that they would like but not terribly noisy (plus pedro has… well, at least now he is not very talented… musically speaking).

So yesterday I actually found… the first season of … “Dogtanian and the Three Muskehounds” (Dartacão e os 3 moscãoteiros) on promotion… Well, it was one of my favorite shows as a child (and I still saw it older… okay, I admit, every time it passes on the tv I see it).

Although it would be slightly a… kind of hit on my wallet (money goes and doesn’t come back), plus don’t know if I am not imposing my tastes on them…

… Well, they didn’t complained on pokemon! XP (the heirs of my videotapes)

Still open to suggestions... and looking on alternatives

Ok, wtf, alguem confirme isto

2009-05-06T20:04:59Z

...
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Li algures... que começaram a emitir o anime de air gear no canal panda...
...
... *it's a lie... right?*

Tired

2009-05-05T12:23:35Z

The 3 day weekend turned out to k.o. me XD well, I should had expected with the passing the night over Rafa and in the next day go to my mothers house to spend the mothers day with her.
The main idea was to discuss the things for the trip to japan, but we ended up doing that at 2am, the rest of the time was well spent watching Disney movies (Alice in Wonderland because I didn’t saw that movie in years and Lion King 3)
When we passed to the Lion King3 I was slightly looking doubtful about the movie (although I liked the 2, it didn’t matched the first one… but then again, Disney sequels rarely show the same quality as the first one, and in some cases are so bad that you actually ask why did they do them…)
Basically fell in love with the damn movie, I ate my words at Disney inability to give a good sequel (ok, in this case is the 3^rd… but you know what I mean), I seriously laughed so much at it, and by the end I was looking to rafa.
“You have to draw these two (Timon & Pumba) at a human form…”
“Already done it =D”
The drawing was so damn perfect!!! I can’t describe it, so I am going to try see if that woman remembers to scan it, it’s epic.
Then since we were watching a animal themed Disney movie, the usual discussion raised…
“How the hell can a lion be hot?”
*stares*
“Don’t know, but you are going to draw Simba human form next”
It’s one of those times that I am glad Rafa knows how to draw XDD We still tease Rin-chan about her comment “Bambi’s father was so hot”. This way it’s slightly less embarrassing to say it XD (because we have a drawing to prove the point).

Other news: -Bought a cell phone (mine died) and lost all the birthdays notes ;_; as well as some of the numbers.
- Finished reading the fresh blood or 'what the book is called in english' (It was good... the sex was <3 and had a really good plot)
- Rafa lend me the "The night watch" I am kind of curious, at least the begining is cool.
Group works:
-1 group work almost done
-1 half done
-1 didn't even looked at it yet
-1 already looked thousand times and still have no clue in what we are suppose to do.
Everything to be done until 29 May

... help

BOFBOWBGOQWGB

2009-04-18T19:31:30Z

…

I AM SO SHOCKED

No… REALLY SHOCKED

I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS BUT…

I JUST BROUGHT… THE TRIP…

IT’S ON MY WALLET

NO REFUND

NO TURNING BACK…

QFIFVIQWEVFIQEVFG

I AM GOING TO JAPANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!! OH MY FREAKING GOD!!! THANK YOU!!! 13 DAYS!! 2 – 15 SEPTEMBER!!! WITH RAFA AND NEKO!! I AM GONNA SEE KIRA!!!!!!! JAPAN!!! TOKYO!! IF ALL GOES WELL KYOTO ALSO!!! JAPAN!!!! JAPAN!!!!! JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!

I SO HAVE TO GET A JOB!!

OMG!!! I AM GONNA SEE THE REAL SIZE SEPHIROTH ON SQUARE ENIX SHOP|!!!!!

VBBVDBDBVDBDBBWNBGPWRKNGHPKWRNGBKLNWG

I can’t thank enough my family… like, I didn’t even asked because, like, japan, expensive and I would never have the courage to go to my family and “could you guys help me sponsoring this trip”. I am so shocked that they basically are making savings for me to go there… I was like starting to be all freaked out because I am not managing in get a job at this time is being hard as hell and I am still looking and…

Then out of the sudden:

Mom – “I am offering you the trip as your birthday gift and you will use my vacations money as a borrow, you can go and pay me later as you manage.”

Older Sister – “I’ll save some money for you, so don’t be so stressed in getting a job”

Grandma – “Here is some money for your trip”

Even my dad…. I think he is planning on giving me money (he never gives certain until the moment... Well, what matters is the intention!! And I can see in his eyes that under the teasing like “You don’t know Japanese” and “You’ll return skinny after it” he is planning on helping.)

Jesus, this is so surreal… I don’t know if I’ll actually get the idea stuck on my head!!

XP

2009-04-16T21:02:23Z

How to make the parents notice you when you want attention?
Steal the sudoku from them XDDD
*My little brother is a small evil genius XD*

The rest of the drawings (Akito and his onichan coff coff squalo) + life

2009-04-03T23:16:17Z

their expressions were like <3

Personal life from here on (really boring also, but was so pissed that felt like complaining somewhere):

Yesterday I beat a new personal record of getting rejected at a job… I didn’t even reached the building of the interview!

It’s really nice when a person is awaken in the morning for an interview on the same day in 4 hours from the call, and has to go in a 2 hours trip to get to the place and when she is searching for the “god knows where building” 5 minutes before the interview start they call saying that they got it wrong and didn’t read the email saying that I was looking for a part-time and that the job was only full time.

And then they directed the call to a lady asking if I was interested in a call center… well, I already done lot’s of interviews for call center with selling campaigns and they always reject me (I don’t have a good profile in selling’s…)!! Plus all I ever did was call center, if I need one I have the last one I did to try, the people were nice, it wasn’t selling and we actually felt that we were doing something good to humanity (interviews to see if the people were well treated on the hospital… okay, lame, but best than do selling’s).

When I said I wasn’t interested she complained about how hard it was to get a job at my schedules that wasn’t a call center.

I AM LOOKING FOR A JOB FOR TWO MONTHS NOW!!! I SENT OVER 50 CV’S on internet and I walk around with my cv’s copies to see if I see any “help wanted” on the shops… I PERFECTLY KNOW HOW FUCKING HARD IS TO GET ANY FUCKING JOB AT THIS FUCKING TIME WITHOUT ANY EXPERIENCE THAT IT’S NOT CALL CENTER!!!

Obviously keep my cool and said “yes I know… but still one has to search, right? Thank you very much anyway…”

BFOBGWOBGOWB

I am praying right now that something of the new mall comes up… or else when my school is over I’ll try my previous call center *the problem with it is that I take way too long going from school to it* and during the exams I’ll sent the cv’s to full times now… Hope to snatch something…

Birthday, many Akito/Agito + Agito/... draws

2009-03-27T06:26:10Z

^___^

Yesterday was my birthday, and a dear friend of mine that I love and draws really well, made the foolish mistake that she will regret for her life / said “I know you are addicted into those two (akito/agito) again because of the rpg, so I’ll be drawing whatever you want for today."

So, I asked her for 24 years old draws of them, with many expressions, and some of full body personal requests…

And I slave drived her until midnight!!!! MUHAHAHAHA I HAVE NO FUCKING REGRETS!!! OMG, LOOK AT THESE!!!!!!

First one is Agito x Akito, yes, I love that couple (hurray to narcisism), I just loved, EVERYTHING!! I MEAN, AGITO LOOKS SO FUCKING HOT AND AKITO SO CUTE AND... DIOWVIOWDBVWJB

then, it was time for the expressions, most of them are Agito, but I still intend to make her do... MORE!!! (yes, I slave drive her even after my birthday... I am so happy that we are on the same college and I can make her work for me when we have classes together XDDD *yes, when we have classes together I make her draw all class XDDD and then steal her drawings*)

If you are wondering why he looks like he is being raped on this next one, IT was because I asked her "Do one when he looks like he is being raped please!!!" ... I cannot imagine where did I get this ideas about poor Agito...

And the last one... I actually went to the floor and begged with my head on the ground for her to make me this one:
"ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!!"
"PLEASE!!IT'S THE LAST ONE!!! PLEASE DO IT, PLEASE PLEASEEEEE" *for some reason I slave drive my friends begging... it was half an hour before midnight and she had spend the whole day saying that after midnight she would kill me for making her such a slave XDDDD

... MELLO X AGITO XDDDDD

<3 I CANNOT THANK HER ENOUGH!!! OFIHBOWFOWBOWBVB I LOVE THIS PIC!! IS LIKE *cannot even express how much I love it <3

And now that midnight is over... she is next to me saying "That's right... I am gonna kill you!!!!!"
...
it WAS SO WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Didn't post in ages...

2009-03-25T13:48:04Z

*Let’s post again like it was nothing…*
Okay, I started reading the Vassalord manga… and…

Rei… ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME OR SOMETHING!!! OH GOD!! “Hi cherry” “It’s Charlie” Omg!! The bed scene!! OMG!!
owgfowefef
I shall think of something smarter to write next time…

personality quizz results (got the quizz from genmitsu)

2008-09-04T18:45:37Z

Your result for The Chess Mess Test...

The Queen

Queen’s are the rarest of all types. They are quiet but hold the deepest of convictions regarding the matters of the world. They are frequently activists for their cause, they will do what’s right but not for glory, not for political power. It is why they are the Queen. They are the champions of the oppressed and the downtrodden. They are found in the wake of the aftermath rescuing those in acute distress. They may even fantasize revenge on those who victimize the defenseless. Think of ‘Poetic Justice’ and you’ll have appealed to the Queen.

You can’t lead the Queen if only because they are right in suspecting others motives. You cannot fool this individual even if they are sympathetic. The Queen selects a few for friendship – these are friends that transcend the very word. They promote harmony with their very presence and typically make their surroundings more beautiful by just being there to clean up the mess. Don’t mistake them for extroverts – they are special in their diplomacy. They are ‘doers’ and dreamers. They can only be intimate with a chosen few. They will withdraw suddenly if pressed and this is necessary for them.

The Queen excels with writing and communication. They are often the counselors of home, of public service and the good face of politics for the King. They look at the global perspective and are better at spotting patterns and relations. They think of the future and strive for meaning and purpose.

Check out my other tests!

Changeling Type | Mage Sorter

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[FIC] - The diary - Tajima x hanai - chapter 6 [FINAL]

2008-07-27T14:01:12Z

Anime: Ookiku furikabutte
Title: The diary
Pairing: Azusa Hanai xYuuichirou Tajima
Disclaimer: I do not own anything, only 5 hamsters and 3 turtles.
Resume: Momoe suggested that Hanai and Tajima shared a diary, but what will result in stronger feelings than friendship. Hanai POV, shonen ai, YAOI!! THIS ONE HAS YAOI, NC-17!
Author notes: this one was half corrected, but the other half was not XP.

Chapter 6

‘Great… just great…’ I thought while passing by the same store for the third time ‘Just where the hell am I??’
I walked next to a really old woman that was carrying a big weight under her shoulders, she sounded really tired. She looked towards me, with distressing round eyes.
‘Please don’t…’ I silently asked…
“Excuse me, sonny… I am a bit lost…” She voiced, I stopped my steps and turned, trying to smile politely, although my insides were turning all over.
‘No kidding…’

***

After carrying the old lady to her home on my back I ended up discovering my way, but her home was still far from the place that we started, so I arrived home late and my mother got angry at me. I don’t remember her raising her tone of voice ever since I was eleven… So I think she was really worried, well, with all stuff that had happened in the last couple of days I wouldn’t be surprised…After the big speech and she calmed down, I was informed that she had already spread posters with Hanai-chan’s cute snout over town, so that if the dog had an owner he could quickly find him.
But I didn’t pay attention to what she said, nothing seemed to be understandable to my brain anymore.
‘He must have cursed me…’
But I knew perfectly that Tajima wasn’t that complex to search in a book for something like that. So all that was left was the bump on his head and the feeling of breathlessness and anxiety at my heart.
I felt restless and turned and turned in my bed, when dinner time arrived I was unable to eat, so I returned to my bedroom to continuing turning on my bed while thinking of the kiss and Tajima’s words.
‘I really… can’t understand what happened in the hospital...’
I touched my lips, remembering his lips on mine. My heart beat even faster, my cheeks rose. I put the pillow on my head and screamed.
“I… can’t get… I can’t understand this!!”
‘It’s not like it’s such a big deal… I mean, he masturbates plenty of times… maybe it’s just a way of saying that he likes me… as a rival…Not like, really like me… I mean, why would he like me? I am a guy! And I…I mean, why, if he wanted to engage something more of a relationship, would he pick me…’
‘…I must be overreacting…It’s not like it’s such a big deal… I think…’
‘So… why am I making such a big deal out of it…Am I the one who is overreacting…’

‘Then… I’ll just forget this and then when he returns to practice I’ll pretend that nothing happened.’
‘Maybe he didn’t make it on purpose… Maybe the nurses drugged him’
‘Yes, it didn’t mean anything to him at all! He probably kissed a lot and just felt like it… he is unpredictable…’
‘…’
‘Then if I understand this, why can’t I stop feeling… this way…’
‘I mean… my heart can’t stop beating fast… I feel nervous…’
‘I…shouldn’t had ran, I should had asked what was going on…’
‘But how the hell could I ask him about something like “Why did you assault me?!”’
So at that moment and with my head cramped of confusing thoughts, I decided to return the next day to the hospital.

***

When I arrived at the hospital the doctor informed that they had left already so I was now standing at the front of his house.
And I stood…
I stood there for some 20 minutes, trying to gain courage to ring the bell, but my hand couldn’t move.
‘What am I going to say to him?’
It was then that I heard a window opening, Tajima was on the second floor, in his room, getting some air.
It was then that his eyes went down and he saw me.
My first reaction was to try to look for a place to hide, but I saw in his face that he had recognized me.
And he then made a very annoyed face, one that I had never seen, and closed the window in a bang.
“Tajima! Wait!” I said, ringing the bell, but no one came.
It was then that I realized, that he was alone at his house and he was too mad at me to open the door.
‘He can’t be serious! He’s not a little kid to give me the silence treatment!’
I started to ring the bell constantly, then my finger stayed for a while, I started to listen to a video game sound coming from the upper floor.
‘He turned the volume on so that he can’t hear me!!!’
It took me all my strength to NOT kick down the door.

***

‘All my life, I was always very responsible… Even as a kid, I never even took a candy of a store without paying it, I even gave money that I found on the street to the police…
Every neighbor, every little granny of my street knows of the good person I am.
So… how did I end up like this?’
I looked down, seeing the ground really far, grabbing to the branch as if my life depended on it… Because it really depended on it!
Minutes ago, not only had I entered private property, I had damaged private propriety, and now I was trying to get in on a house without the owner’s permission.
‘How the hell did “climb the neighbors’ tree to get to Tajima’s window” sounded a good idea!! This is insanity!’
“Tajima!!!” I called, his window was about a 50 centimeters from the place I was, but I couldn’t move, petrified by fear of falling.
But it seemed like he wasn’t on his room anymore.
‘I can’t believe that he picked from all the times, this time to leave!’
‘I am such… an idiot…I think that not even Tajima would do a thing like this…’
‘Well, he would, but he would be able to get down on his own and not be stuck like me…’
‘Tajima… just return…I really need to talk to you…’
‘Okay, more importantly, I need to be alive and in one piece to talk to you…’
It was ay that moment that I saw Tajima entering his room, with a hand full of snacks.
His face was still the same as I saw at the window.
“Tajima!!!” I screamed, he looked to the window and his snacks fell on the floor, his annoyed face turned into a shocked one.
‘Okay, if I just shocked Tajima this means that I really am making an idiot out of myself…’
Tajima ran towards the window, opening it.
“Hanai?! What are you doing?”
“What does it sounds like I am doing!? I am trying to see you! Now help me before I fall!!!”
Tajima extended his hands towards me and I extended mine, being able to grab his arm.
It was then that I realized, if I wanted to be helped that way… I would have to let go of the branch that was holding me.
“Second thought, I’ll stay here…” I said.
“I won’t let you fall!!” Tajima said, looking towards me with his other hand extended “Trust me…”
I looked to him, my heart waved.
‘Here goes nothing...’
I let go of the branch and extended my hand, Tajima grabbed it and my body fell against the wall.
My nose hit hard and my knees suffered too.
But apart of it, Tajima was pulling me now to his room.
When I felt the floor under my foot I couldn’t help but extend myself on the floor.
“Earth!! Ground!! Soil!!” I said, thankful “I’ll never leave you again…”
Tajima laughed, but then both he and I remembered the situation we were in, and silence came.
“So… what did you wanted?” He asked, as direct as always, sit on the floor in front of me.
“Hum… I…” I stuttered.
‘This is no time to be nervous… Come on, say something!’
I sit on the floor also, standing very still like I was in a ceremony.
“I… wanted to know… why did you…ki-kiss me…” I said.
He made the annoyed face again, turning his head aside while crossing his arms on his chest.
“I said it once already, I won’t say it again! You should have listened the first time…”
“But I didn’t understand!” I shouted “What did you mean by it?? Do you do that often or something?”
“I don’t do it often! You are special!!” He said, my heart started to beat faster, and my cheeks turned red.
“Hum… I… I’m special… to…you?” Was it me or it was the room getting warmer? “But in which way?”
“I am not telling!! You ran so it was perfectly clear that you hated it!!”
“I didn’t hate it!! It just surprised me!!! I panicked because I couldn’t figure out what was happening with me and ran away!!!”

Tajima looked towards me, for a moment there was silence, until my brain started to assimilate what I had just said.
Even my ears were now fully red.
‘Did I…just said…what I think I said…’
“Hum… I…” I tried to voice something, but my head was in the same stated as my whole body, a complete confusion “Listen! I don’t know… what you feel for me… but, if you had any doubts that I think of you all the time… You shouldn’t… because… I mean… ever since I met you, I think of you… all the time… I didn’t need a stupid diary to think more of you that I thought already… because it’s impossible, you are in my head 24/7… even at my dreams you are there… You are really, someone special… no… more than that… I mean… I really like… being with you… and stuff…”
Tajima’s face was now blushed, it was him now that was embarrassed and looking towards the floor, I was unable to look directly to his face so was doing the same.
“Then, you like me?” He bluntly asked.
“I’m… not sure… well, I think I might…” I responded.
“Then… can… I kiss you?” Tajima asked, with blushed cheeks, looking into my eyes.
“I… guess…” Tajima’s face got slowly closer to mine, looking as embarrassed as mine.
“Don’t look at me that way… At least one of us shouldn’t be nervous!” I said, Tajima smiled softly, closing his eyes.
“I am about to kiss the person I like, I can’t avoid being nervous…”
His mouth finally touched mine, kissing me really softly.
His arms went around my shoulders, moving his head to deepen the kiss.
And there it was again, that heat feeling on my body, becoming more intense as I felt his body touching mine.
I was closing my eyes now, letting Tajima do whatever he wanted with me.
He let my lips go, staying with his face very close to mine.
“If we do this often… then… the nervousness should stop... I think… Yeah, that’s it… We should kiss more…”
He smiled as he said it, as red as me.
‘I don’t think these feelings will stop with practice… this isn’t baseball…’
I remembered his body against mine, all the things that I had been feeling that I thought that wasn’t normal.
‘No, it’s not that I am confused… I just didn’t want to let him win…from all things that he is best over me… I didn’t want to give up my heart to him also…’
“I… actually I… wouldn’t mind… being kissed more… since, well… I love you…” I pulled his head towards mine and watched his astonished face as he was being kissed by me…
Unfortunately, he was a much more talented kisser than me… I realized that as our teeth crashed and both pulled back.
My mouth didn’t hurt as much as my confidence/ego, now I knew that he had beaten me not only at baseball but at this stuff also…
“Sorry…” I asked, seeing his lips with some blood and getting extremely humiliated at the situation.
But he didn’t seem to feel the pain at all, for as his face was shining as if he just had the best kiss, his face sporting a big smile full of happiness.
“I love you, Hanai! Marry me.” He said, kissing me.
“Don’t kiss me like that, you are all bloody!” I said, trying to surpass my humiliation “And two guys can’t marry!!”
But my complains were useless, as he kissed me over and over again, making my heart go in a frenzy as his kisses got more intense. Although he had said something idiotic, I couldn’t help to feel happy and flattered, I had never felt so blissful as at the moment where he repeated over and over the words “I love you” at my ear, kissing my neck while at it.
His hands then started to touch my chest, opening the shirt that I had.
“Wait! Wait! Isn’t this going too fast??” I asked, feeling my heart was about to explode if this continued “I mean, I have no clue what to do!”
His eyes opened, smiling.
“Don’t worry, I read a journal about sex between two guys while I was searching porn.” Tajima made his usual “confident-on-his-skills” look “I know what to do!”
He started to unbutton my pants, and I put my hand on his to stop him.
“Wait! Are you sure?!” I asked, although he had never disappointed or failed at anything I couldn’t feel safe because neither of us had tried to do this before.
“Sure, I’ll even play the woman’s role, so that you can feel only pleasure!”
“Don’t say those things so bluntly!!” My ears were now at the same color as my face.
“Hanai, you are so cute…” He kissed my cheek and undid the pants’ button and took them off.
I let my back hit the floor, trying to calm my heart down as Tajima and me undressed each other, his hands fast and nimble, mine trembly and slow.
As I reached for his pants, I felt Tajima’s manhood already aroused.
“You are a real hentai… aren’t you?” I commented, half embarrassed, half getting used to these things coming from the other guy.
“Then we are the same, it seems, you are hard as well!” I then noticed that with all this my own ‘instrument’ had hardened as well, so that’s why I was feeling so hot.
“Don’t tell me that you don’t even masturbate…” I smacked his head with my fist “Ouch…”
“Not everyone do that!!” I shouted, he smirked.
“I don’t mind, this means that I’ll be your first sensation in every way… it makes me happy…”
I blushed, turning my face to the left, not being able to stand Tajima’s gaze anymore.
Then I felt his mouth slowly kissing my bared chest, soft kisses, sucking kisses, tickling kisses…
And then his mouth arrived that place.
He tried liking it, the heat went all the way down and I gasped.
“You really are sensitive…” I heard him “I can’t wait to hear your voice…”
“Don’t say those… Ahhh!!” I heard my own moan, as he covered my organ with his mouth, liking it, sucking it, making me experiment things that I didn’t even dream of.
His mouth went down, liking the downer part, I felt my manhood getting larger.
“Ohh…” I gasped, he took his mouth out of it and started working with his hands, I looked to his eyes as he was looking at me, smiling tenderly.
His face got closer to mine, kissing my lips, licking them, my moans were silenced, but when he released me from his kisses I breathe hard for some air.
His gaze gave an aphrodisiac sensation, watching my emotions, eating my naked body aroused by his eyes.
I couldn’t hold out anymore, and came, his chest was filled by the white liqueur that my pleasure had released.
I looked to him in embarrassment.
But he didn’t seem worried that he hadn’t been able to have any pleasure himself. Instead, he left me on the floor and ran towards under his bed, bringing a small bottle with him.
At first I couldn’t see much of what was the bottle, because I was too amazed admiring Tajima’s naked body, but then I saw the word on it.
‘It’s lubricant!’
He looked towards my downer parts.
“It looks like you still need more release…”
“Hum… sorry… I came too fast…”
“Don’t worry, it was expected, it’s your first time feeling this…” Tajima said “Don’t worry, you still have much to go…”
He kissed me, I looked to him in a numb state.
“Isn’t it your first time too?” I asked, although I didn’t understand my own words, it was more than obvious that he was experienced.
“It’s my first of course, I never did it, unless you count the times with myself.”
“Huh…It’s your first also!!”
“Of course it is! What were you expecting?”
“But, you sound so secure!”
“That’s because I pleased myself many times and know the good and sensitive parts of the male body…”
“But, then I should make you feel good as well, let me...”
I touched the hard Tajima’s, reddening even more.
Meeting a smile from him.
“Try, touching it like I do to yours…”
He started again, using his hand up and down, stimulating every nerves that I had on that part.
I tried to copy, at first it didn’t seemed to be doing anything, but soon I watched Tajima’s staff become more stiff.
“Ahh..” Tajima gasped, I was surprised with his voice sounding like this, I felt my lower part harden.
“Listen… I’ll go under you now… try to slowly open my hole with this…” He turned, putting his back on the floor next to me.
“No, it’s not necessary that I enter you… I am having a good time just like this…” I turned my eyes to him, elevating my chin from the floor.
Tajima smirked, pulling my chin with his hand and kissing me.
“I want to go all the way, besides, I read that it feels quite good to be on the bottom.”
I put myself on top of him, feeling as if he had left me on command of the situation and feeling slightly nervous.
At first I dropped too much lube, making the floor a mess, Tajima then continued to stimulate me.
It was then that I entered the first finger full of lube.
He gasped, I felt the contrast of temperatures between the cool lube and Tajima’s walls, started to open the way.
But it wasn’t working, his walls seemed not wanting to make room.
‘I can’t do it…’
It was then that I felt Tajima’s hand on mine, I looked to his eyes, although what I was doing was probably extremely uncomfortable he still looked to me as tender as we had started.
So I decided that I wanted that he felt good.
My mouth went lower, surrounding his manhood the same way that he had made with me, I heard him moan, now louder, as I moved my tongue up and down.
The walls inside of him started to loosen up with the finger and I was finally able to insert a second one.
Tajima seemed to be feeling really good, so good that he had stopped touching my own and was now covering his eyes.
“Ahhh…” I heard him, as I inserted the third finger, exploring his insides, then I touched a random spot and felt him get a jolt.
He wasn’t even able to make a sound, I touched it again and his staff went stiff.
‘This spot…’
I touched it again, teasingly, seeing his face, opened mouth, without even voicing a sound, only breathing rapidly.
‘It’s a sensitive spot for him…’
“Ahhh…Ahh…” He was super hard now, I took my mouth out of it, and looked to my own manhood, as excited as his.
‘Okay, this is it…’ I took my fingers of inside of him, touching his hole with my edge ‘You can do this…’
I entered him, my hand massaged his extremity as I went further and further, he cried.
“Are you okay??” I panicked.
Tajima opened his watered eyes wide, his smile was trembling and really forced.
“I’m fine!! Perfectly fine!! Just going to kill the one that wrote that journal…”
“I’m sorry, I am going to take it out!” I said, but his face dropped the faked smile and made a serious look.
“No, I want to be your first and want you to be my first!”
“Are you sure?”
He hold my arm, pulling his body towards mine, my manhood entered a little bit more into his insides and I felt a jolt, he crossed his arms on my back, standing at my lap looking at me, then his mouth went to my ear and whispered.
“And I like the feeling of you inside of me…”
His voice aroused me and I felt the nervousness disappear, it was hard not to be confident when he said those things.
I sustained his back with my left hand and continued touching his organ with the other, his head went backwards in pleasure.
“Ahhh…” he moaned, I started to advance a little more in his insides, trying very hard not to let myself cum before giving him enough pleasure.
It was then that I arrived to that spot, rubbing his spot with my manhood and caressing his own with my hand made him shiver in pleasure, I could feel his body about to reach his peak, he was no longer in pain and his eyes were now looking at me in a mist of lust and love.
His tongue licked my lips, breathing hard and almost at the same compass as my own.
“Han…ai… It doesn’t hurt… it feels good… I don’t think that…I can hold…”
“You don’t… have to… I too… am at my…limit… ”
Both of us smiled, I rushed inside Tajima, making him moan in pleasure.
“Ahhhhhhh….. AHHHH”
I felt my chest wet, knowing that Tajima had cum, so I allowed myself to cum inside of him.
‘He… came first… I… beat him… at something…”
I smirked, being kissed after by Tajima’s, he hugged me and I felt his dirty chest against my own.
“That was great hanai…” he said at my ear, going backward so that I could take my staff off him, I watched the floor becoming even more messier as my own white liquid went out of Tajima’s body, getting red for both his compliment and the realization of what we had just done…
He smiled even more at my face.
“We definitely have to repeat it tomorrow…” he said, as he started walking to the bathroom, although a little clumsy.
I was busy congratulating myself about the “That was great Hanai” when the second comment hit my brain.
I got up, and ran towards Tajima.
“Wait!! What do you mean by “tomorrow”!! This is like one per week thing, right?”
“Huh!! Once a week!? No way! This is way better than masturbation, I want to do this at least twice a day!”
I looked shocked to Tajima, that had his normal look, as he had said the obvious.
Our looks changed to ones of challenge.
“Once a week!”´
“Once per day!!”
“Twice per week!”
“At least six per week!”
“Okay! Five and we masturbate each other the rest of the days!”
“Twice!!”
“No way, it’s one masturbation a day and that’s it!”
“…Deal…” he sounded frustrated as he shacked my hand in an agreement, he then pulled my arm so that I got closer to him and kissed my lips.
He smiled at my surprised face.
“But at least kisses have no limits, right?” he smirked, I looked to the window, embarrassed.
“Yeah…”
He put his arms around my neck, giving me another kiss, his naked body contacting with mine.
“I love you…” he said, it was amazing how no matter how many times he said it, I still felt the warmth on my chest.
“So, can we bath together?” he asked.
“Hum…”
“We’re home!” We heard a voice of Tajima’s mother at the other floor.
I looked towards the messed floor, with lube mixed with semen, and then my eyes shoot towards Tajima’s still all dirty of my stuff and his.
“Go to the bathroom, NOW!” I ordered, he ran to the bathtub, closing the door behind him.
“Tajima?” I heard his mother calling.
I looked towards the floor, not knowing if I should wash the floor first or get dressed.
‘Something to clean!!!’
I could no longer go outside of the room, since his mother had arrived to the second floor.
She knocked the door.
“Hum, Hanai is here… Tajima and I had a little accident and I’m still changing…”
“Huh? Hanai-kun, you’re here? Why aren’t your shoes at the door?”
‘Oh god…’
“Hum… Tajima’s got sick!! And he… He dirtied my shoes and cloths!”
I grabbed my own cloths and used them to clean the mess on the floor without thinking.
“Oh my… I am sorry about this” the lady said at the other side of the door.
“Your son already borrowed me some cloths, so it’s okay…” As I said it I got to the drawer, taking the biggest pair of jeans and t-shirt that I founded “I’ll return them tomorrow…”
I got dressed with Tajima’s cloths, although I realized too late that although they were his biggest cloths, it was still too short for me.
Made a ball with my own cloths, warping in a way that it wasn’t viewable the dirty part of them and opened the door.
Tajima’s mother made an effort for not laughing at the way the jeans ended too soon on my leg, and the t-shirt that was tight on my chest.
Tajima went out of the bath at that moment, but he wasn’t as kind as his mother and laughed like crazy.
I got red of frustration.
‘It’s your damn fault!!!’
“I am going home… it’s getting late anyway…” I said, bowing to Tajima’s mother.
“Wait… I’ll accompany you to the door…” Tajima’s said, still laughing.
But his mother looked towards him.
“No, you have to go to bed, it looks like you’re still not on your perfect health, I should buy more medicine tomorrow…”
“Huh! NO, I feel fine!! You don’t have to buy that thing!!” by his face I could tell that the medicine they were talking about shouldn’t taste very good.
“You are not feeling well, you throw up on Hanai’s cloths, so it’s obvious that you need some medicine.”
“That’s right, you should listen to your mother…” I said smirking at his begging face.
‘That’s for laughing…’
“No… please don’t make me take that stuff again…” he supplicated to his mother, but by the looks of her, I could guess that it was useless.
I turned to the door, saying goodbye to both of them.
“But you’ll be back tomorrow, right?” Tajima asked by the door of his room.
I smiled with rosy cheeks.
“Sure, looking forward to it…” our eyes meet, smiling at each other “Just don’t go around telling everybody, okay?”
“Why should I? I already said it, this is the one thing I don’t want to share…”
Tajima’s mother looked to us in suspicious.
“What are you boys talking about.” She smiled, cheerfully.
“It’s a secret” we both said at the same time, I closed the door behind me, knowing that I would be crossing her tomorrow.
As I walked at the street I realized that I had forgot a detail.
‘How will I explain my mother this messy cloths?!’

Authors notes: That’s it. The final chapter of the fic… sorry about not being an epic final full of love but I wanted to put a funny moment even at the very end.
I loved writing about those two, and even more making Hanai’s point of view, his mind is sooo funny, I would love to make his point of view again, but I think I’ll try next a 3rd viewer point of view.
Oh, and I start to think that I have something about putting man on trees… although last time the guy was athletic and did not get stuck like hanai *the poor guy really has a hard time at my fics XD*
The fics of oofuri will go on XD but this one is over, thank you very much for reading this until the end, and thanks for rei and crystal (this fic was half corrected by crystal at the beginning, I got stuck and needed to go to her house to get inspiration… and rei has been correcting my mistakes at the previews chapters… I have no words to thank her enough for it.)
And thanks also to genmitsu for all her comments, I probably wouldn’t had sticked with this fic if she hadn’t made her comments, and thanks to everyone that keep reading this until the end.

[FIC] - oofuri - Tajima x hanai - the diary - chapter 5

2008-07-19T23:28:42Z

[FIC] The new double partner - chapters 5 and 6

2008-06-24T20:44:41Z

The new double partner
Resume: Yuushi is now going to play singles, and Gakuto decided to forget his long one-sided love towards his now ex-partner. It is then that Hiyoshi declared himself to him. Mainly Gakuto's POV, Hiyogaku and some hints of oshiato (one-sided of oshitari)
Disclaimer: I don't own Prince of Tennis or its characters.
Author's Notes: some cursing…oh and if you are sensitive to guy x guy sex, please don’t read this…
AND THIS CHAPTER WASN’T CORRECTED! (;_;) sorry about the several grammar and other type of mistakes that will probably be found on this fic…
Back to gakuto’s POV.
Warning/s: yaoi (guy x guy explicite content… not as much as I would like… but my vocabulary has many flaws..)

Special note: THIS ONE IS HIYOSHI’S POV
Chapter five – the camping trip

“Ever since I can remember, I was always looked as the weakest one.
Everyday, when everyone finished their training, I stayed behind, continuing.
‘If I only had been born first…’ I thought.
I would be the strongest, I would always be the strongest…
No… If I had been born first, it wouldn’t be such accomplish to defeat him.
Once I become stronger than him…”

I entered Hyotei’s middle school for no particular reason, any school would do, my mind was only for Kobujutsu martial art, the one that my grandparent teaches, that passed from generation from generation.
Although in my parents generation there wasn’t a successor, since my mother didn’t wanted to pursue the dreams of my grandparent, in this new generation it was born two male candidates.
Me and my brother.
According to our motto, the strongest of us two will be the one that will be the head.
That would be in the present time my brother.
But for some reason, he started to lack of purpose of succeeding my grandparent ever since he entered high school, although at request of my grandfather he continues his training.
But I won’t receive a title refused by another, my vow was always to defeat him before he retires.
I’ll show the world that I am stronger than him, I’ll show my grandfather, my whole family, that I am not their second choice.
That I am the legitimate heir to the head position.
It was then that my fate crossed with Atobe-sempai.
I never tried tennis before, but since I was prepared physically since I started walking there wasn’t a sport that I was bad at.
So it was a really shock to me when I meet a person that had such a power.
In tennis, he was like a god, I failed miserably when I played tennis against him.
So it was a big surprise when I learned that he had been defeated once.
‘Is there such monsters in tennis…’ it was in that thought’s that I understood that it was the solution to beat my brother, to find even more overwhelming opponents than him…
So it was then that I became one of the 200 members of the tennis club.
And my path crossed to the second person that would change my life…
My eyes were always fixed on Atobe-sempai, I climbed the road to the regular’s spot, sometimes by chance, other by my own strength, but my eyes were always fixed on Atobe’s as my real opponent.
As I watched the other matches that the regulars were having, I found myself disturbed by the Mukahi-sempai ones, how was someone as weak able to be at the regulars?
And how could Oshitari-sempai let himself be weakened by this partnership, for sometimes they had been on the verge to loose thanks to Mukahi’s stamina weakness.
It took me a while to realize that Mukahi was more deep on Oshitari-sempai that I first noticed, it wasn’t just friendship those feelings.
‘Love weakens the individual…’ I laughed at the time, as I observed Mukahi striving for becoming a good partner for his friend, which looked unable to realize the other’s feelings. But I kept my eye more open to see Oshitari’s moves, since we seemed to pursue the same opponent, Atobe.
It was then that I caught some information that I wasn’t exactly looking for.
“ahhhh…” Mukahi’s moaned, his voice making echoes on the changing room.
My face was really red.
‘Why the hell did they choose this place! It’s the last time that I stay in practice until this late hour.’
“Yuushi…ahhhh” he moaned once again, I didn’t dared to look, I wasn’t THAT interested in Oshitari’s strength.
“ahhh…”
“I am going to… ahhh… Yuushi…”
“Atobe-san….” Oshitari called, even my eyes opened wide with this one.
They finished after a few minutes, both not saying a thing while putting everything like it was. It was Oshitari’s that talked first, getting up.
“Sorry…” he asked, Mukahi laughed a lot.
“Sooo, you had a crush on our captain and didn’t say a thing to me!!!” he made a hysterical laugh “Ahah, do not make that face, we were just hanging out, nothing serious for each of us.”
Oshitari seemed to believe on the lie, that or he pretended to believe.
But after he left, I heard Mukahi-sempai crying.
It wasn’t a soft cry, it wasn’t silent one, he screamed, kicked the lockers, hurting himself on the process.
It was in that moment that I felt my heart being torn apart.
It hurts to hear someone cry like that.
He was punching the locker again, I could hear the metal gain a new figure.
But I couldn’t do anything… because.
‘I am nothing towards him…’
So I stayed there, hidden behind the second lockers, until he feel asleep crying in the changing room.
I took him home, fortunately since I followed sometimes Oshitari-san, I knew where he lived.
I put him at the house door, then rang the bell and vanished.
But his cry continued on my head for the rest of the night, and the days forward.
I kept kind of close to Mukahi in the next days, but I never initiated any type of talked in these circumstances, I had very few friends, and they it wasn’t like I ever felt the need of another human by my side, they just appeared on my life and stayed there as long as they liked.
So I asked my closest friend at the moment, Taki.
“How do we approach someone that you want to be friend with?!” he looked to me like I was an alien “Do you have a fever or something?”
“…Forget it…” I started to walk away, but Taki grabbed my arm, laughing.
“Sorry, sorry! You never showed much interest on others, so I was rather surprised with the question…”
I became slightly red at the moment, it didn’t sounded like me at all, and I couldn’t figure why I wanted to get close to the weakest regular of hyotei.
“Ne.. ne… could it be… that you fell for someone?” Taki looked straight to my face, as I looked to his eyes, the sound of Gakuto’s moans flashed on my head.
And without me noticing, I had the same color as a red tomato.
“OH MY GOD!!! YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE!!!!” Taki screamed loud, I shut his mouth with my hand.
“You idiot! That’s not it!” But my red face maintained “Stop inventing stuff!”
“Then why do you want to get close to that particular person?”
I looked to the ground, trying to find the answer to that question.
“I… just don’t want that person to cry alone again… I want to receive his tear, and hold him in my arms, so that no one hurt him again… I want to see him happy all the time and when he has problems I want to resolve them and return his smile again.”
I looked to Taki, he had his mouth open in shock, I got embarrassed.
“What?!” I asked, he appeared to wake up.
“Well, just be honest with that person and I am sure that you will get close to him real quick.” Taki finally answered my question, with a warm smile “But… you should really be honest with yourself first…”
He got up, going to class, since lunch break was almost over.
I got to think that day while I was in the dojo.
It was has I thought about Mukahi-sempai, that I understood…
That I… without noticing… had fallen for that person.
I kept watching over him, without his notice. Although Taki had advised me to be honest it wasn’t my style to be a second choice, and Gakuto-sempai seemed to still have feelings for Oshitari-san.
So I waited until he fell really down, until he was completely heartbroken.
And then, for the first time made my move.
I knew it would be only a matter of time until he realized…
That I was much better man that his dear Yuushi could ever be.

Present time

I opened the door of the dojo in the early morning, surprised with the visitor.
“Oshitari-sempai? What are you doing here?”
He looked to me in the same teasing expression as always, but I have immunity to those looks.
“We are all going to a training camp…” He said, moving aside so that I could see the luxurious bus, where everyone was.
“Huh? You got to be kidding me!” I answered, looking towards the inside of the dojo, where my grandparent was expecting me to be training in a few minutes.
“It’s his orders…”
I sighed, it wasn’t the first time this occurred, and after an hour of my grandfather scouting I eventually made my bag and entered the bus.
I sit next to Mukahi-sempai, with he realize my presence, since he was spacing for some reason.
So I got advantage of the opportunity to get really close to his ear and murmur to wake him up.
“Mu-ka-hi-semmmmpai!” I softly said to his ear, touching him the back of the ear with my lips.
But his reaction was a little more extreme that I was expecting, has I saw him jumping, hitting his head against the bus window, shaking everywhere while looking at me with a red face and wide open eyes, gasping and breathing loudly.
I looked astonished to him, not expecting his reaction.
“Er… When did you get here?” he asked, his eyes were avowing mine, sitting down while all the team looked to him.
“Just now…” I answered, as I saw him sit down real slowly “Hum… you okay?”
He turned his head in my direction, forcing a laugh.
“Of course I am alright!!! I was just spacing and didn’t realize that you had arrived!!! You gave me a scare, that’s all!!!”
I continued to look at him, he made an annoyed look.
“Why do you keep staring at me?”
“Well, I was just wondering why are you so red…” I answered.
His face became even more red, I started to find it funny so smiled a little.
“It’s… hot…” he looked to the window, and ignored me for more than half of the ride, while I entertained myself trying to figure out if I had done anything to him to make him mad.

((Sorry about the English errors, and thank you for the reviews, I am so sorry that it took so long for me to update this fic, I’ll try not to take so long in the next chapter.
I decided to change the POV in this chapter because I founded it kind of incomplete only Gakuto’s POV, I wanted to write how did Hiyoshi had fallen in love with him
Well, that’s all, I hope you everyone liked this chapter, next one would continue to be Gakuto’s POV))

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Chapter six – the camping trip
‘Am I being too self conscious?’ I slightly looked to Hiyoshi that was reading some martial arts book while we were on the bus, everyone was kind of scattered in the bus, since it was so big that we had plenty of space, some were sitting in pairings (like Shishido and Ootori) and some were isolated (like Yuushi and Atobe), but that didn’t meant much since they often went to other seats so that they could talk to other colleagues.
Hiyoshi had sit next to me, but since I ignored him in the beginning he left me alone for the time being.
But the fact that he wasn’t talking to me or interacting with me in some way, but still having his presence wasn’t helping my mood.
I looked to him now, studying how his eyes were moving has he read.
‘So the gekokujou freak knows how to read, huh… But what can he find interesting in a book about martial arts… don’t he already learn it all…’
He took his eyes off the book, and turned in my direction.
“Huh.” I grunted, he was looking to me, with a surprised look to have found me watching him.
There was about 5 seconds that we stayed with those stupid faces looking to one another, but my red blushing took effect after that and I turned the look away with embarrassment.
“What?!” I asked, trying to get out of that situation in some way.
Hiyoshi smiled.
“Nothing… just wondering why you were looking at me…”
“Is it forbidden now?? Gekokujou freak… Don’t give me that smirk! I was just questioning what can you find useful on a martial arts book if your family runs a dojo…”
“Oh” He looked to the book he was reading, smiling softly “Although most of the information is crap, there is sometimes good hints on attacks, and I can take some ideas since in martial art there is a need of being creative sometimes in order to become stronger…”
“Tsk, I though creative wasn’t in your vocabulary, since you are always saying Gekokujou this, gekokujou that…” I teased him so that I could relax, he looked to me in a superior look of his.
“At least I don’t go around jumping like a rabbit all the time…” He started to read his book again, but I grabbed his collar and pulled him to me.
“Try to repeat that!” I said pissed of.
“Hum…” He made a face as if he had understood something, then smiled with his full teeth’s “I am glad that you are like acting normal again… You seemed strangely self-conscious around me…”
I once again found my face real red.
“You were watching me…” I said.
“Is it that bad to be concern with the person you like?” Hyoshi said it so bluntly that I was unable to respond, I turned to the window, avoiding his eyes.
“What is it… that you like… about me…” I ended up asking to him, not daring to look to his face, but I could feel him looking at his book, without reading it.
“I wont tell you.” He answered, I looked to him, he had his normal bored face, as if he didn’t owned any explanations in the world.
“Grr, why not? It’s my business you know!!” my blush was gone, I was now looking to him upset.
“Why do you want to know?” he asked in return.
“Because…”
‘I cannot say that’s that if I know what he likes about me maybe I can figure out if I like him in return or not… It was just a stupid dream anyway… I don’t feel anything!!’
I once again turned my look away and showed him my back.
But without a notice his arms surrounded me and his chest touched my back, he puts his chin on my shoulder.
My heart starts beating like 10000 per second, I am almost afraid that it jumps out of my chest.
“Huh… Huh… Let go you idiot!!” I feel a shiver on my spine as his breathing touches my skin on the backbone, I try not to show any of what is going on with my body, but it’s hard enough don’t start breathing more rapidly.
“There are a million reasons and at the same time none…” He said to my ear, I unconsciously felt aroused with his voice, he was saying those things calm and confident, not like the first time that he had declared at me, that he only showed calm but he was nervous on reality “But… what matters is that I love you, so much that just being able to be by your side makes me more happy that I ever been in my life…”
I got to my limit, blushing a lot from those words I turned around and pushed him away.
“D… don’t say those things… in such a forward.. way… If you do that… I don’t know…”I closed my mouth so that I didn’t say more, I got up and went to the seat next to Yuushi, didn’t looked to Hiyoshi’s face the whole time we were on the bus.
But although I didn’t looked at him, I knew that his face was probably in his book again.
The one that was more surprised with all this was probably Yuushi’s, he was looking to my red face and my hard breath in astonishment, he had many times saw my temperament and my blood to rush to my head, but it was probably the first time that he saw me in such confusion.
“You sure are with a good face, Gakuto” He commented.
“Oh shut up” I quickly replied, looking to the opposite window to regain my cool.
“Sensitive aren’t we…” He smirked, looking to his window, we had been friends for such a long time that he knew exactly when he should leave me alone and when I needed advise.

***

We arrived after a while to the training camp, Atobe’s holiday’s mansion of that area was as surreal as ever, being big enough to have the two hundred members of the tennis club… But it was just the regulars that had been invited.
The maids and employs of the house went to fetch our stuff, so since we didn’t had anything to do Sakaki’s started to talk about our training in there.
“I decided to make a “win pass loser stop” tennis game, witch is if you win you go on playing if you lose you will get out of the game… There will be only one match at time and it will last all tomorrows day.”
I started to pray that I was only selected in the end of the match, I could beat one match but two in a row was a very unlikely thing to happen.
But luck wasn’t definitely on my side that day.
“The first ones will be…” sakaki took two papers out of a box with all our names in it “Gakuto Mukahi”
I dropped my face, but quickly got it up.
‘No matter, I’ll win the first one at least!!’
“And Yuushi Oshitari.” He ended taking the paper.
I look in shock to Oshitari, which smiled to me.
“Let’s make it a memorable game, shall we? As a goodbye to our doubles play…” He extended his hand, I smiled.
“Yeah, but I’ll win at the end.” Shook his hand, showing more strength that I really felt within me.

***

I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t stop thinking about everything.
Did I loved Hiyoshi? Would I be able to win over Yuushi?
I turned around on my bed again.
“Fuck, I got to get some air…”
I got up, since the temperature was cool, I walked to the outside on my yellow pyjama’s, the wind blowing on the cloudless night sky made me fell a lot better, I looked towards the stars, trying to forget my mind turmoil.
Then a sound caught up my attention.
“Plonk… Plonk…”
‘…Tennis ball!?’ I recognized the sound, going slowly I turned the corner to see who was playing at that hour of the night.
To my surprised I saw Hiyoshi.
“Huh? What are you doing here so late, Gekokujou freak?” I asked out loud, he stopped playing when he saw me coming, with a small smile appearing on his lips.
“Training…” he responded.
“Well, you should sleep, otherwise you will end up too sleepy tomorrow to play…”
“What about you?”
“Couldn’t sleep thanks to…” I shut my mouth before finishing the sentence, but with him looking to me waiting for an answer I ended up saying the other reason why I was unable to sleep “Yuushi…”
“Hummm…” he responded in an annoyed face “Concerned about tomorrow’s game?”
“Yeah, something like that…”
“Well, you will just have to beat him…”
I looked to the ground, getting sort of depressed.
“I… am not sure if I can do it…” I ended up confessing, looking intently towards the ground “I mean, he was… he knows my play better than anyone…”
I felt ashamed of sharing such thoughts to someone, I had felt this type of pressure before, and sometimes my will had been shaken off a little… but my pride had always stopped me from sharing such fragile thoughts with anyone.
‘But why I am saying this to him?’
Hiyoshi looked surprised, even thought I wasn’t looking I for some reason could picture his slightly more open than usual eyes.
Then I heard his breath, a little more long than the others, and knew that he was going to answer.
“I don’t think that is true… because he never looked to you with attention…”
I got my face up.
And that same face darkened, as my fury arisen.
“You know… that’s not exactly improving my mood…” I ranged my teeth together “I know my play isn’t like Ore-sama, but I think I am still worth watching…”
“But you never really showed you best.” He was now back to his individual game against the wall.
“Are you saying that I don’t try hard!? Is that what you are accusing me off!!!”
“No, you played as you liked but never tried to improve yourself or get some kind of strategy of your weakness and strengths, you never tried to improve on them because you always felt the security of your partner warming your back” he said this in a calm voice, the ball jumped high and landed on his hand “and the main reason for your behaviour is because you always felt, deep down, that you weren’t capable of doing it, you didn’t think you could hold the pressure of a game where the main chance was your ability’s and not Oshitari-sempai.”
I had my eyes wide open and my mouth was open and dry, my mind was unable to find the words to such accusation…
Mainly, because, deep down, I had always avoided that subject, I had too much pride, so I had never admitted those things, not to anyone, not even to myself I had ever accepted that true.
And there was I, being stripped of my pride, being submerged on my inner fears.
“What… are you saying…” my voice trembled.
“Mukahi-san… Oshitari-sempai… cannot know what he has yet to see…”
“So, you are saying that I am weak!” I felt raged tears wanting to fall down, but I held them, instead I showed my angry face.
Hiyoshi them turned to me, looking piercingly to my blue eyes.
“No, you are strong! You always were!” I saw my reflection on his eyes, as they seemed to swallow me in his words “But you were always too afraid of showing your best, afraid of realizing your fears as a reality.”
I felt the wind blowing, making my hair wave, my eyes startled.
I had always had…
A pride that could take anything.
A self-love that couldn’t be beaten.
But, this was the first time… that I had heard “you are strong” that had made me really believe in it.
Many had said that to me, and I had always responded, “Who do you think you are talking to?” in a boastful way.
Because those had been always compliments.
Hiyoshi was saying has it was the crude true of the universe.
I felt my heart vacillate.
‘Since when…
Does his words…
Make me feel this way…’
I had always felt that I could do anything with Yuushi at my side.
But for the first time, I felt that I could also do anything on my own.
I found myself startled with my own feelings, Hiyoshi still holding his stern face.
“Off course I am strong!! Why wouldn’t I be!” I talked myself out of it, regaining my composure “I just said those things to relax you for tomorrow, I know perfectly that I can beat him.”
He walked towards me, smirking, going in the direction of the house.
I was holding a cocky look myself, looking at the opposite direction of his location.
He then stopped by my side, still facing the house.
“Off course that if we face each other I’ll win, little jumping bunny.” He continued walking towards the house.
My complete body frozen, and then melted with the fire of my anger.
“Who the hell looses to you, Gekokujou bastard!!!!” I ran after him, trying to punch him, unfortunately he was able to keep walking and still evade my hits.

As I went to the bed, I felt tranquil and warm.
I thought of Hiyoshi, and how he saw right through me, the way I had been feeling lately towards him.
‘I can’t… understand… why can’t I hide anything of him… is like he…’
‘Can… read my thoughts?’
My wet dream flashed through my brain, I felt my head heat up, drowning it on the cool pillow.
‘I hope he can’t… I mean… well, in all the martial arts movies…’
I started to remember that in some the sensei was able to hear the thoughts.
‘THAT’S FICTION FOR CHRIST SAKE!!’
I calmed down a little, pouring water on my face, looked to my face at the bathroom mirror.
I looked towards my reflection and made sullen eyes.
And asked the question.
‘What do I feel for Hiyoshi?’
My face went red.
“ARGGG!! This isn’t the way!! I am not a freaking schoolgirl virgin!!!!” I elevated my hands to my head, messing my hair while I was going to the dark room again.
Has I returned down to my bed, I slightly slapped my face.
‘Okay, let’s try to think this rationally… The things I don’t like about him!!’
‘… He is a gekokujou idiotic bastard with a cocky smirk even to his sempai and is always manipulating me in an supremely irritant way… He is so annoying that I just fell like hitting him every time that I see him but am unable because of his freakness!!’
‘He is mainly a freaking moron! And say everything out loud like he was just a kid, he, always making fun of me in his own perverted way…’
‘…’
‘He doesn’t feel most of the time human at all!! Now that I think about it, his grandfather was surprisingly similar… maybe they are all aliens!!’
I jumped from my bed with my hand towards the sky.
‘Yes!! That explains everything!!! He is an alien coming from the Gekokujou planet to learn the earth gekokujou and someday turn everyone into his gekokujou robots…’
‘… I think I should just get some sleep… I am not thinking reasonably anymore…’
I turned in the bed.
‘And what do I like about him?’
I felt my heart warm as I the issue appeared.
It was then that I realized.
There wasn’t a specific thing in special. It was his whole person that made my heart feel numbly warm.
‘I like Hiyoshi…’
It was clear, the feelings, and the emotions I felt, and was able to fell at ease, my head was clearer now.
‘But I won’t say it!!!’ I refused, as a simple childish revenge plan that I had the need to have, I couldn’t give him more cards that he already had on me.

((okay, once again sorry about the delay, and the errors, and thank you if anyone is continuing to follow this in spite of this many sorry’s I ask for.
The fic is really reaching it’s end, probably only one more chapter to go or so, I think it’s until now the more “personal” fic that I ever written, which is really stupid because at some point my own feelings, well, let’s just said that when I was writing the fic I kind of had a sort of similar fate as him with Yuushi, and there was times that as I wrote I cried with it has I was discharging my own feelings and sorting them out.
Well, not that is a brilliant work or anything, I started writing it as a relaxed writing, never expected to reach a personal level.
So when I say goodbye to the fic, I’ll probably end up crying for missing it, well, actually I am a cry baby XP no way to run away from it.
Well, anyway, just probably one more chapter to go, thanks a lot to those that are reading this, well, and the reviews, each and every single one of them made me enjoy continuing writing it, and made me extremely happy, really many thanks.
Well, that’s all (gosh, I wrote way too much as a note…))

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inuwolfram @ 2008-06-09T15:04:00

2008-06-09T14:06:48Z

Anime: Ookiku furikabutte
Title: The diary
Pairing: Azusa Hanai xYuuichirou Tajima
Disclaimer: I do not own anything, only 5 hamsters.
Resume: Momoe suggested that Hanai and Tajima shared a diary, but what will result in stronger feelings than friendship. Hanai POV, shonen ai, and might have some yaoi later.
Author notes: Well, I have no beta in this fic… try to not notice the many English mistakes that I make, terribly sorry about it

Chapter 4 – Disappearing

After delivering Tajima at home, it was strange to keep it normal.
For some reason, I couldn’t get my mind of the warm body against my back, the trembling legs against my waist, his rough hands on my neck…
‘I suppose that feeling the team ace in such a fragile state can put anyone like this’ I though to myself, while cleaning the dishes.
But I was unable to shake of the feeling of wanting to touch his body more, the body that he had always admired and competed against, the person that he felt a close rivalry and desire of surpassing.
‘It’s not like I didn’t know that he was human… just…’
I looked towards the clean plate, seeing within it my reflected face.
‘I just… never though that… he would feel like this… at touch…’
I put the plate to dry, and paused for a second.
After it I gave a small cry.
“ARG!!! What the hell is wrong with me?!”

***

The next day, at the morning practice, there was a feeling of lack in the morning practice. We all missed Tajima hyper personality that woke everyone up, even Momokan missed a person to scream at.
While practicing the batting, in preparation for the game against Tosei, I couldn’t get my mind of the dreams and flashes that I had had last night. In all of them I talked to Tajima, laughed with it, got angry at him, ran with his underpants on my hand after him… And what surprised me the most is that it was perfectly normal, because my usual dreams were with him after I had made a homerun, him saying that I how great I was...
So, why was I so fixed on him?
‘Okay… if he was another person… a girl for example…I would say that I was in love with her...’
I angrily moved my head to both sides in denial of the idea.
‘But since he is not a girl… that means that I am…obsessed?!’
My mind imagined a fat otaku guy taking pictures of Tajima while he was running half naked.
“I am NOT that either!!!!!” I shouted.
“LOOK OUT!!” I heard a scream, my eyes turned just in time to see a ball passing at some velocity, I moved to the right and wasn’t hit by millimeters.
I looked towards the voice, and saw Abe gesticulating to Mihashi, my heart was beating fast from the scare.
I looked towards the sky.
‘I will interpret it as a signal from the bigger will for me not to think about it’ I squeezed the baseball bat and got ready for another ball, this time from the machine.

***

Later after practice I was staring at Tajima’s door residence, thinking if I should ring the doorbell or not. Every time that I got my finger closer to it, my mind flashed the image of the otaku random guy peeping at Tajima.
‘I am here JUST to give him the copy’s of today’s class, since I did have the work to do them I might as well give it to him…’
‘It’s just being a good friend… Or better, preventing myself to have the trouble later, since I will be the one to have to teach him if he doesn’t get it.’
‘So, I am even doing this for myself...’
‘Yes!!! This is exclusively feelings of egoism!!’
As I rang the doorbell, a woman voice sounded next to me.
“Hanai-kun, my… what brings you here?”
I jumped from the scare, just to find Tajima’s mother next to me with shopping sacks.
“I...I… was just… going to… give him today’s lesson… Tajima I mean.” My heart was beating fast and I was unable to speak properly, fortunately for me Tajima’s brother opened the door at that moment.
“Oh, hello...” He said, I recomposed and bowed.
“Nice to meet you, I am Azusa Hanai, captain of the baseball team where Tajima goes” Tajima’s mother laughed softly at my politeness, smiling.
“He’s here to give Tajima some class notes” She resumed, the boy at the door smiled cheerfully, I could notice the resemblance between the brothers.
“He could use it… all he did read today is those magazines…”
I involuntarily blushed, the boy laughed.
“Not THOSE magazines, just some sports that I gave him…”
But the phrase had the wrong effect, making my cheeks more red.
‘In what family they assume that reading porn is a normal thing?!’
I went to Tajima’s room, as expected, the room was a mess, it had dirty magazines squandered on the floor, his school books were inside the open bag, that was on top of the television where he had a game turned still on with big flashing words “GAME OVER”, some of the books had already fallen on the floor.
The sports magazines were on the top of the bed, where a mount of blankets and saw some skin color on the pillow, as I got closer I realized that it was one of his feet on the pillow, I had to move some of the blankets, in order to finally find his face on the other side of the bed, with his face drooling and his eyes closed on his feverish face.
‘Great, he’s sleeping’
I stared to his face, not noticing my self smiling.
‘He kind of has a funny sleeping face…’
‘So… this is the guy that I want to be praised by?’
‘This is the guy that I have to take care of as if I was his mother at practice?’
‘This is the one that I can’t stop think about?’
I started to take off the copy that I had made of my class notes, trying to decide where to put them.
Ended up putting it inside one of the books that was on the floor.
‘With some luck when he grabs it he will notice them.
I stared again at his face.
It was really strange…
Just like when I had carried him.
He had that face of fragility.
His hyper face seemed tired.
I got closer, my hand moved towards his cheek, touching them… felt his skin, his mouth, his neck.
I extended the other hand, caressing his hair.
“Get well soon, we are all missing you…” I said to his sleeping face “I even miss telling you to put your cloths on…” I laughed softly “I will even write at the diary…”
‘That’s right! Didn’t he stayed with the diary… I still have to compensate that day…’
After some minutes (long ones) I was able to find the diary between the porno magazines, put it my bag.
‘It’s getting late, I still have to feed and give some work to Hanai-chan house…’
I walked away from Tajima’s bed, going towards the door…

***

I arrived home very late that night, even my mother was concerned. She was even more surprised when I walked with a small puppy of brown color on my arms, both soaked to the bone with the rain that had started a couple of minutes ago.
“Sorry I am late… Can he stay the night?” I asked her, she was now calmer, with two towels on her arms, one for me, one for Hanai-chan.
“Well, we can’t keep it… but I suppose it’s okay if it’s just a night” Starting rubbing the dog’s wet fur with the towel “But next time, please don’t stay out so late… I was very worried, Azusa.”
I didn’t even complained about her calling me that name, since I was the one at fault this time.
“Sorry…” I apologized once again.
“Well, just go eat your dinner, I am going to make something for the dog… Thus he has a name?”
I got red, saying the name of the dog in a low voice, mother tried hard not to laugh, but in the end I went to my room without eating because she wouldn’t stop laughing.

***

It had passed some hour since I was in bed, but the rain didn’t stop and I was unable to sleep with all the noise.
“Just hope it doesn’t rain on the game…” I mumbled “The weather has been terrible these days…”
Hanai-chan was sleeping next to my bed, I had put a small children blanket to surround him in order for him to be warm.
I was almost sleeping when the telephone rang.
At first I though that the noise belonged to my dream, but as I was waking, the sound was becoming clearer.
I looked to the time.
‘Midnight! Did some uncle died or something?’
I got up, walking towards the phone.
“Hanai’s residence…” I answered with a sleepy tone, but my answer was a panicked voice of a woman.
“Hanai-kun! Is that you?” it took me a while to recognize the voice, but the tone of despair had woke my senses.
“Tajima’s mother?!”
“It’s you!! Do you know where my son is?? He disappeared when we weren’t looking! We have no idea, his brothers are trying to find him…He’s still has the fever…” her voice started to sob, the woman was crying.
I dropped the phone, hearing the sound of the heavy rain.
‘You idiot!!’
“Hanai-kun! Hanai-kun!!” She called on the other side, I grabbed the phone.
“I’m going to search for him too!” I said, turning off the phone.
Mom looked to me in panic has I took my jacket, not bothering to dress myself.
“You are going to go out in this rain!?” She voiced, unable to formulate a question in the confusion.
“Tajima disappeared from his house, he is still running in fever…” I explained as I put my boots “I have to search for him…”
She ran towards the kitchen, coming back with a flashlight.
“Take this, it’s really dark… I am going to wake up your father for us to look by car.”
“…Thank you…” I opened the door and ran towards the rain, starting the search at school.

amv

2008-04-02T21:15:19Z

My atempt to put the story of agito and akito in 3 minutes XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A99ivJ4IsMs

[FIC] - oofuri - Tajima x hanai - the diary (chapter 3)

2008-03-31T23:01:57Z

Anime: Ookiku furikabutte
Title: The diary
Pairing: Azusa Hanai xYuuichirou Tajima
Disclaimer: I do not own anything XD
Resume: Momoe suggested that Hanai and Tajima shared a diary, but what will result in stronger feelings than friendship. Hanai POV, shonen ai, and might have some yaoi later.
Author notes: Well, I have no beta in this fic… try to not notice the many English mistakes that I make, terribly sorry about it

Chapter 3

I set the clock even more early than usual.
‘It wasn’t enough that Momokan made us train like that, Tajima had give me even more to do in the morning…’
I bushed my teeth’s, feeling relieved that at least I didn’t had any hair to take care of.
‘Now that I think about it…’ I thought while brushing them ‘I am the only one that he shared the dog with…’
I felt my cheeks blushing as I realized it.
‘What the hell am I thinking’
Finishing my personal cleaning I came out of the bathroom, I was now fully awake.
‘It’s not as he thinks of me a special friend or anything… this doesn’t mean anything…’
He caught his shirt.
‘But this means that he at least considers me… trust worthy…’
My cheeks got even more red.
‘Well, it’s logical, I am the captain of the team, and I always help him to study… so it’s perfectly logical that he trusts me this much.’
I dressed my trousers.
‘Well, even if it’s no big deal…’
I grabbed the bag with the equipment.
‘It makes me so happy for some reason…’
I left my room, going to the kitchen where my mother was preparing breakfast.
“Good mor… Son, why do you still have your pajamas?” my mother asked, as I realized that had another pajama’s instead of my normal clothes.
I didn’t even bothered answering her, running to my room so that I had time pass by the puppy’s place before going to school.

***

I had to admit that the puppy was cute, he had ran towards me, even thought just seeing me once.
“Hello…” I said, the puppy barked has if he had understood “Here’s breakfast.”
I took some sausages mixed with yesterday’s rice and put it in a plate in front of him, “Hanai” ate it pleasantly, making me smile.
“Ohayou, Hanai!” Tajima said on my back, making me jump from surprise.
“Ta-Ta-Tajima!” I gagged.
“So… did you write on the diary?” he asked, smiling when he noticed the dog eating “And you, hanai-chan, how did you passed the day?”
He caressed the dog’s head, while I gained my composure.
“Yes, it’s here…” I took the note book from my bag and extended it to Tajima.
He read it loud.

“You shouldn’t masturbate so much, it could be bad for your body!”

“Only this!!” Tajima gave me an annoyed look, making me feel uncomfortable.
“I was tired so I just went to bed…”
“Come on, you have to have done other stuff…”
My memory opened in the scene of the morning, making me blush.
Tajima noticed my color change, and stared at me with curious eyes.
“Hanai… couldn’t be…”
I got even more red.
“!!! What… why are you staring me that way??”
“Couldn’t be… that this note… is from experience!”
I looked to the shorter guy with the most shocked and stupid eyes that I had ever made in my life, with my brain insisting that he hadn’t heard Tajima make that assumption.
My cheeks were red, as the rest of my face.
“You idiot!!! Don’t compare me to you, you sex addict!”
I turned around walking to school, with Tajima running after me.
“Huh?! I am not a sex addict, it’s not healthy to let it accumulate…”

***

We were at the lunch break, I although I had been irritated with Tajima the rest of the morning practice, after class I was feeling a little guilty for writing so little in the Diary.
‘Now that I think about it, it’s unusual to see Tajima’s write anything… he is lazy in studies and… he was really excited with this idea…’
So I went to his classroom o get the Diary again.
But he wasn’t at his classroom, and after some searching I found him on the roof.
“Hey, Tajim…” I called first, but then realized, as got closer, that he was sleeping soundly, probably had fallen asleep while staring at the sky.
I got close to him, staring at his rosy cheeks and child like face.
‘It’s strange… to think of him as one of our best players…’
I sit next to him, putting my hand on his cheek, caressing it.
‘He looks always so invincible on the field… that I almost forget that he is this lazy in classes…’
I could hear the sounds of the birds, the wind, and the relaxed talks of the classrooms under us, could see how he had fell asleep at that place.
“There are times that I really can’t describe what you are to me…” I sighed “There are times that I don’t know if I should admire you or babysitter you…”
My hand went to his hair, feeling the softness between my fingers.
‘But I guess… when you are like this… You are not so bad…’
The bell started to rang, the lunch break was over.
“Oh… have to wake him…” I thought aloud “Hey, Tajima, it’s school time…”
I shacked his body softly, then more violently.
“Hey, Tajima!”
He opened his mouth, gasping.
“I am not feeling… very well…”
“Huh?! You have to think a better excuse to skip, Momoe will be upset if she knows that…” I stopped, it was then that I noticed that his cheeks were actually unusually reddish.
My hand touched his forehead, feeling it hot and sweaty.
“Tajima, you have fever!!” I exclaimed, immediately holding him with both harms, and walking rapidly to the infirmary.

***

I ended up asking Momoe to take Tajima home before practice, ever since letting him with the nurse my concentration had been equal zero.
Although the nurse had said it wasn’t anything serious, it wasn’t normal for Tajima to get sick, and I wouldn’t feel at ease until he was at his home.
She smiled seeing my preoccupied face.
“Very well, but come back soon…”
“Thank you.”
I ran towards the infirmary, where a very bored Tajima awaited.

***

“Why are you taking me like this?” Tajima asked for the 3rd time ever since I started walking with him in my arms.
“You are in no condition to walk… remember we tried and you have now a scratched kneel thanks to it…”
“But it’s embarrassing, I am not a girl.”
“Well, it’s not exactly my cup of tea carry you like this either…” I protested “Hum… I suppose that if you are this energetic we might try carrying you on my back… just try not to fall…”
I released his body, still helping him stand, changing position.
It was rather strange to feel his breathing on my neck, the hair arriving was so hot that it made my neck feel chills.
It had been strange to feel Tajima’s small body like that, even through I knew Tajima had a small body I had never realized that he was such a light height, his legs were fin and since they were trembling they felt fragile.
His arms were around my neck, with his hands getting support from my chest, they felt sweaty and delicate.
He was strangely quiet ever since he had went to my back.
“Did you fall asleep?” I asked, the lack of response answered my question.
‘Well, it will not take much longer anyway…’
I rang the bell with my nose, his mother answered the door.
“Oh my…” the lady looked to Tajima’s sleeping face and to me “What happened?”
“He had a fever… the nurse said it wasn’t serious, but he should rest for a few days at bed…”
“Oh, thank you so much for bringing him like this…” she thanked, I walked the door.
“He feel asleep, it’s better to leave him in bed…”
So I left him at his bed, at the care of his mother.

[FIC] - oofuri - Tajima x hanai - the diary (chapter 2)

2008-01-16T21:57:46Z

Anime: Ookiku furikabutte
Title: The diary
Pairing: Azusa Hanai xYuuichirou Tajima
Disclaimer: I do not own anything XD
Resume: Momoe suggested that Hanai and Tajima shared a diary, but what will result in stronger feelings than friendship. Hanai POV, shonen ai, and might have some yaoi later (although I wouldn’t get my hopes up because I usually suck at sex scenes.)
Author notes: Well, I have no beta in this fic… try to not notice the many English mistakes that I make, terribly sorry about it

Chapter 2
On the next day, Tajima appeared on the school gate, carrying the diary.
“Can’t wait to see your journal part…” He commented while delivering it “Hurry up writing me back okay.”
I took the diary, looking to Tajima’s face, he was hipped out with the idea of us sharing a diary, witch frankly made me slightly irritated.
“Ano… You could have waited for me to respond if I wanted to do this too…”
Tajima face became less happy, that caught me by surprise, because he was almost… sad.
“You… didn’t want to?” he asked me, his eyes made me gasp.
“It’s not that!! I just…” He looked extremely disappointed, so I ended up sighing “Okay, I will do it…”
His hipper mode came once again.
“Great! Hurry up with your writing!” he walked slowly next to me, since we had the house in the same direction, it wasn’t unusual for us to go home together, although his house was right next to school so he didn’t needed much company.
I couldn’t understand him, never had, he liked for me to company him home, even when it was one minute from school, and made that kind of expressions if I didn’t wanted to share a diary.
Suddenly he changed direction, he wasn’t going to his house.
“Hey, where are you going?” I asked, stopping.
Tajima turned around and smiled.
“It’s all in the diary, you will have to read to find out.”
He ran to the left.
“Hey, wait!” I started to ran after him.
We ended up a few meters ahead, in a deserted field.
There was almost no grass in it, it had some pipes and on the left corner.
It had a hand made… a very bad hand made small…dog house?
Tajima went in the direction of the dogs house, it had been made with what it seemed like old furniture, probably left to be collected by the garbage truck, I calculated that it had been Tajima’s doing, since he had put the pieces of wood together with some rusty nails.
But the structure seemed that it would hold on to his structure, although the bad presentation.
Tajima started calling in the direction of the house.
“Hanai!”
“Hanaii?!” I repeated, stunned.
From the dogs house came a small puppy with brown fur and green eyes, he seemed very happy to see his master.
That was… Tajima!?
He opened his arms and caressed the fur of the little dog.
I looked to the dog with inquisitors eyes, but then looked to the master with irritation in my face.
“Hum… Why did you called that dog by my name?”
He turned his face to me, smiling.
“He reminded me of you, nee Hanai-chan?”
The puppy barked in response, then, ran a little on the camp.
“Hum, Hanai-ch… itai!!” Tajima cried as I firmly sustained his head against my chest and my arm, using the other one to shove his head with.
“I do not look like it!!” I said, while making him beg for me to stop.
After a while I eventually let him go.
He had in his bag some food for the dog, apparently he took some of his house.
But he still refused to tell me how the dog appeared, so, when I got home, the first thing that I did was to open the diary.

X day Y month – written by Yuuichirou Tajima

“Today we received the diary, I was really excited about it, since I never shared a diary with anyone, but has I arrived home I realized that I didn’t know what to write!”

I laughed softly, thinking about him serious in a desk writing… It would be something he had never seen.
I continued reading.

“So I took a walk outside to my favorite playground, I spent almost all childhood in there, since I spent a lot of time with my grandpa and siblings playing baseball, I spent a lot of time with my dad also… but he is kind of busy with work so I had a lot of time with my grandpa.”

I smiled reminding of the day that we had first meet, he had said hi to his grandfather, it was then that we had learned that he had changed school because this one was closer to his house.

‘It was then that I saw a puppy being mistreated by some local kids, I ran towards them shouting “What are you kids doing!” but they just said that they saved the puppy from a bulldog so they could do what they pleased with the puppy’s life.
I then said to them that one that gave the puppy his life had been the mother puppy, and since she was dead, if they continued they would face the dog’s ghost curse for all eternity.
They laughed at me, but then I fell on the floor suddenly.
The kids went to see what had happened, and when they came close enough, I shouted and gesticulated like a maniac “Save me!! I am possessed by the mother of the puppy!!!” grabbed my own neck and sustained my breath until I was really red. You should had seen them running like crazy. Although I fainted since I took my play a little too serious. Eheh.”

I laughed hard, it was really like him to do something like that instead of just calling their mothers... Decided that I would ask him about why he didn’t do that (although I was sure that that idiot didn’t even remember doing it).

“The puppy was in a really bad shape, so I took him home to treat him, but my mother arrived and she said that we couldn’t keepany more pets, since we have already so many.
So I went to the garbage and made a house for him with some wood that I found.
Since my mother will suspect if I keep stealing food from the fridge I am counting on you to feed him too, so tomorrow bring some sausages to him… He just loves them.
Oh, and was able to masturbate today, it had passed some days since I did it, so it was really enjoying.

Well, got to go, see ya and write soon okay!”

I trembled in anger as I finished reading.
“Why the hell don’t you ever ask for before making me do this stuff!!!” I shouted, calming down as soon as my mother went to see if I hadn’t lost my mind.

[FIC] Oofuri - the diary hanai x tajima (a.k.a. the baldy and the hiper active one XD)

2008-01-15T20:31:49Z

Hamsters XPP

2008-01-10T22:14:22Z

In the past 3 days I discovered a lot of things about them... particulary my two hamsters, kami and kaze (in case you are wondering, we called them to say that they are the kamikaze brothersXD)
1ºKami is a female
2ºWe weren't over feeding her.... SHE WAS PREGNANT
3ºAnd had been pregnant by at least 30 days... because she had her kids the day before we discover that she was a female.

So I have now (or at least I think they are) 6 baby hamsters (I think I found a home to each of them) and a couple XDDD (there goes the brothers... too bad, it was funny to call them that)

oh, and made my first manga music video^_^ it was to my fav manga at the time "tyrant falls in love" put it on youtube.. And then discovered that the music was a hit XDDDD (I listened for the first time to it yesterday =P) "thnks fr th mmrs" - fall out boy

And for the last, finally convinced Rafa-chan to make a draw of darren shan and mr.crespley ^_^ was a happy person ^^

Moment of stupidity of the day: Taking 10minutes to decide witch ava made by thanoodles to put XDDDDD (couldn't resist tyrant one... but griffith and guts are so cute on the other!!!! oh... NOT GONNA CHANGE IT AGAIN!!!)